HARD KNOCK LiFE

When this song first came out,
I couldn't relate to it as much as I thought
other people could.
But in the past few years,
I think I can relate to it
more then most people.
I'm living in a homeless shelter
with my two daughters,
having no job because i'm trying
to go to school
yet, never having enough time or money
to actually go!
And so I was informed that if I do not go to school on Monday,
I will be dropped.
ugh.
AND
I just got a letter informing me that it is time
to begin paying back my school loans...
I'm not even done with school yet.
=/
I am through with it ALL!

To make matters worse...
the significant other just [probably]
got fired yesterday.

[sigh.]

I really just want to smoke,
and just forget about everything.
But, no $, not possible.

[lol.]

But I'm not the only one who's going through some shit.
Apparently it really is a RECESSiON.
But I hope it gets better.
For Everyone.
[i ♥ u, CBS.]
And I'm keeping it all in my prayers.

Until God gives me a reprieve,
I guess i have no other option.

But at least i can comfort myself with the knowledge that,
After Every Struggle we Overcome, a blessing is our reward.


♥