Yep.
I'm finally saying it.
I've done all i can.
I'm exhausted! [sp?]
I feel dried up,
worn out,
sucked dry,
beaten down,
sad,
sick,
hurting,
FED UP!
With you and ALL your bullshit.
You MAKE ME SICK!
Seriously,
sick to my stomach.
I lied,
YES.
I lied.
ONCE.
You lied tons of times,
Big things small things,
even things that didn't matter,
and i forgave you each and every time.
Swallowed the lies, the hurt, the pain.
I put everyone aside for you,
even myself, my children.
SORRY, STUPID ME.
Cause you never could, never would do the same for me.
Cause the only person u truly care for is
YOURSELF.
You can do watever you like whenever you like,
but if i treat u the same,
we're through!
You call me names,
bitch, hoe, stupid, dumbass...
And now i see the truth of it.
My Eyes are open baby,
and now i see.
God, give me the strength to overcome this as
u have given me to overcome so many
other things.
I know it will hurt,
[it hurts like hell]
But i will make it through.
I guess u were only meant to be in my life
for a seson.
My eyes are open baby,
and now I see.
♥
I'm finally saying it.
I've done all i can.
I'm exhausted! [sp?]
I feel dried up,
worn out,
sucked dry,
beaten down,
sad,
sick,
hurting,
FED UP!
With you and ALL your bullshit.
You MAKE ME SICK!
Seriously,
sick to my stomach.
I lied,
YES.
I lied.
ONCE.
You lied tons of times,
Big things small things,
even things that didn't matter,
and i forgave you each and every time.
Swallowed the lies, the hurt, the pain.
I put everyone aside for you,
even myself, my children.
SORRY, STUPID ME.
Cause you never could, never would do the same for me.
Cause the only person u truly care for is
YOURSELF.
You can do watever you like whenever you like,
but if i treat u the same,
we're through!
You call me names,
bitch, hoe, stupid, dumbass...
And now i see the truth of it.
My Eyes are open baby,
and now i see.
God, give me the strength to overcome this as
u have given me to overcome so many
other things.
I know it will hurt,
[it hurts like hell]
But i will make it through.
I guess u were only meant to be in my life
for a seson.
My eyes are open baby,
and now I see.
♥
he called you names ? thats so childish ; what a dick ; i hope you truly and honestly mean what you say cus you deserve better ! <3
ReplyDeleteI hope you mean it too, hon. I will kick someone.. (thats me being violent..lol)
ReplyDeletelol i do mean it!! i love u guys! =]
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