HALO[S]

So, Beyonce's "Halo"
when i first heard it,
i hated it.
Becasue Beyonce makes some great songs,
but they're usually about a man.
[Halo, cater to you.. etc.]
I'm sorry, but i can't stand a song about
a man being the center of my world.
Maybe because 95% of the men i've ever had in my life
have done me dirty,
[personal experiences]
or maybe i'm just a pessimistic kind of person.
[shrug]
who knows, who cares,
i just can't get down with the message in the song.
So, i actully listened to the words,
and i feel like i can apply the song's meaning to my kids.
=]

"Remember those walls i built,
Well. baby they're tumbling down,
they didn't even put up a fight,
they didn't even make a sound
i found a way to let you in,
but i never really had a doubt
standing in the light of your halo,
i got my angel[s] now...
...Everywhere i'm looking now,
i'm surrounded by your embrace,
Baby i can see your halo,
you know your my saving grace.
..
Hitting me like a ray of sun, burning through my darkest night,
...think i'm addicted to your light.
I swore i'd never fall again,
but this don't even feel like falling,
Gravity can't forget to pull me back to the ground again.
♥------♥

These kids, though they may not have been planned,
and though i may not have been ready for them,
God sent them to me for a reson.
I was in a very dark place
and they came along like rays of sunshine...
and saved me from myself.
i swore i'd never let anyone near my heart again,
and yet,
there they are.
I love them so much it hurts sometimes.
I would lay down my life anyday for either of them.
And everytime i turn around,
in pain, in joy, in love, in sadness,
they're always behind me.
And i thank God everyday for them.
Without them....
Where would i be?


...♥