If Someone dared you to tell the absolute truth,
Life or death...
[You'd die if you lied]
could you?
...
Life's like a game of Truth or Dare,
and definetly a game of passion.
...
Truth is, I don't know if I could.
On the threat of death, okay yeah.
I'd tell,
But there are somethings about me that I don't ever want anyone to know.
Just because I know they'd judge me.
And I'm too afraid of other people's judgment
to really be myself.
Well, the new me vows to tell the truth.
To be myself, no matter what anyone thinks.
Because my opinion of myself is way more important then
anyone else's opinion of me.
In the true aspect of everything,
what other people think of me is bullshit.
Because no one has traveled my path,
walked in my shoes.
It's been a hard road,
and in my situation, how can anyone say what's wrong or right...
Because there's no telling what they would have done in
this situation.
Been here?
No?
Then you don't know what it's like.
You can't even begin to understand.
It's been a hard road.
I've been beaten down,
[physical and emotionally]
for most of my life.
21 years of hard knocks.
It changes you in a way
that's unexplainable.
Two kids later,
and I'm still trying to find a way to forget.
To let go of what's happened and embrace the future...
But sometimes it's hard.
Trying to shake off the bad influences of my parents...
Don't get me wrong,
My mother is my idol.
She was the best mom a girl could have growing up...
But her and my father made mistakes.
One's I don't intend to make with my own kids.
Period.
♥
Life or death...
[You'd die if you lied]
could you?
...
Life's like a game of Truth or Dare,
and definetly a game of passion.
...
Truth is, I don't know if I could.
On the threat of death, okay yeah.
I'd tell,
But there are somethings about me that I don't ever want anyone to know.
Just because I know they'd judge me.
And I'm too afraid of other people's judgment
to really be myself.
Well, the new me vows to tell the truth.
To be myself, no matter what anyone thinks.
Because my opinion of myself is way more important then
anyone else's opinion of me.
In the true aspect of everything,
what other people think of me is bullshit.
Because no one has traveled my path,
walked in my shoes.
It's been a hard road,
and in my situation, how can anyone say what's wrong or right...
Because there's no telling what they would have done in
this situation.
Been here?
No?
Then you don't know what it's like.
You can't even begin to understand.
It's been a hard road.
I've been beaten down,
[physical and emotionally]
for most of my life.
21 years of hard knocks.
It changes you in a way
that's unexplainable.
Two kids later,
and I'm still trying to find a way to forget.
To let go of what's happened and embrace the future...
But sometimes it's hard.
Trying to shake off the bad influences of my parents...
Don't get me wrong,
My mother is my idol.
She was the best mom a girl could have growing up...
But her and my father made mistakes.
One's I don't intend to make with my own kids.
Period.
♥
Well, I'ma put it like this... If you were to tell me what all you'd done, I probably wouldn't agree with some. No one ever agrees on EVERYTHING anyone else does. But just because I dont support your actions, dont mean I cant support you. Does that make sense? I've done some things as well that I dont want anyone finding out about, but... people will and they won't agree. But what's done is done. You can choose to be a be a better person who makes wiser decisions. We all can. Love ya
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