So, i've been single for about...
Two days.
And so far,
i can honsetly say it's been hell.
All i do is think of him...
Missing him;
Then we argue.
Argue some more..
And i ask myself
[why even bother?]
The decision was made that we should part.
Mutal or not,
We parted ways.
There's no going back.
And he tries to make me feel like it's all my fault.
Not that it's such a bad thing.
Because I've been thinking of it for awhile..
But two years is awhile to be with someone...
To suddenly be without them.
i swear i didn't think it would feel like this.
I thought i'd be relieved,
but instead i'm sad...
♥
Two days.
And so far,
i can honsetly say it's been hell.
All i do is think of him...
Missing him;
Then we argue.
Argue some more..
And i ask myself
[why even bother?]
The decision was made that we should part.
Mutal or not,
We parted ways.
There's no going back.
And he tries to make me feel like it's all my fault.
Not that it's such a bad thing.
Because I've been thinking of it for awhile..
But two years is awhile to be with someone...
To suddenly be without them.
i swear i didn't think it would feel like this.
I thought i'd be relieved,
but instead i'm sad...
♥
Hon, when you love someone and you two split (even if you know it's for the better) it's always hard. Especially if it's been a while since the two of you have been in a relationship. Without knowing it, they become a part of us. Part of our lives. Imbedded in our thoughts. You can't erase that because you end the relationship. And if you love them, they will always be on your mind. Just as times goes and wounds heal and you find other people, the thoughts of them get fewer and far between. Understand? So, it's okay to be sad right now, but continue to remind yourself that what's best for you and for my babies isnt always gonna be the least painful decision. love u
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